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Saturday, December 6, 2008

Justifying My Actions.

Well What can I say besides the fact that Im who I am. People dont know if anyone got the message that when I said I want to be a honest person, I meant it.

Yes I did tell her that you girls were planning on breaking into her apartment when she wasnt there. Because its illegal, weather your stuff is in there or not, try using a phone before taking drastic measures. And by me getting her schedule for you would make me an accessorie to your game. Think what You think, tell me that I started the drama, because in either way drama would have happened.
In the past months Im learning what a friend is....a real friend. People come and go I understand that. But I have meet people in the past few weeks that have been more of a friend to me then I feel you ever have. You call me your friend but never call me, having as a top friend on myspace means nothin to me. I will randomnly see when you hang out with tanya and come into my work. Thats it, really and you expect me to be there for you and help you with your "secert mission" No I dont think so.
Seee because the person your trying to hurt is a good friend to me and has always been there for me. She takes life and lives it, and talks to me. There for I will always have her back, always. Because in all honesty I feel that by you asking me you put ...tried...to put me in the middle of your battle, you didnt care abouut our friendship because I had something you wanted.
Thats what hurts. More then anything the fact that you propbably wont see that...not for a while and by then it may be to late to fix.
See because Im trying to live my life with making decisions that for the best, doesnt always happend but when I can I do. No matter How mad you get at me I dont have any regrets about what I did, when I go to sleep at nights I sleep soundly with a clean slate.
Would sent this to you but really....Im not gonna waste my time, if you see this youll know.....

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

ok.. i'm going to comment on a few things here since you wanna be "honest with yourself" and put my business on myspace blast.(VERY immature if i might add)

NUMBER ONE.. AT LEAST i make an effort to come see you. the phone works both ways, buddy...did you know that? i tried always being there for you, but you're such a FLAKE..i wasn't going to waste my time on you anymore. you're not a real, true friend. i work two jobs.. when do you ever make an effort to walk into my job just to say hi? NEVER. do you ever respond when i text you? .. i didn't think so. i hate fake people.. who think they're good people. if i really wanted her schedule.. i would have found another way to get it since you're not dependable.

NUMBER TWO. did you honestly REALLY think we were going to break into the apartment to get my stuff? really? are you that gullable? wouldn't you think the cops would find it obvious since all my stuff would be missing out of there?.. did you think we were serious when TANYA, GARY, AND I (ALL 3 OF US! NOT ME!) asked for a schedule? and wearing camo? I DON'T THINK SO BUDDY. and you should have gotten the whole story before you ran your mouth.. FRIENDS of mine were asking about me, wondering when i was going to move.and where all my stuff was. and if you really want to know (but i don't think it's any of your business) i tried asking her for my stuff or the credit card payment since last december. emails.in person. and phone. and i've gotten no responce.. but you didn't know that huh? you didn't know that i've been ignored and taken advantage of? you didn't know that for the past year i haven't even gotten my deposit.. and i've been told i was still on the lease.huh? you just wanted to be a little tattle tail about a plan that wasn't true. a plan that was never going to happen.. it's called imagination.

you really need to grow up.. and work on being honest with yourself, sweety. drama isn't the way, i promise.. you've never had anything i wanted (including the schedule)..and butt out of my business..if you were a real friend...you would have known the whole story.

.. you're so guilty of being stupid.. you won't even respond to my texts or anything. YOU PUT IT ON MYSPACE.. haha.

..but go be friends with those people who lie to you..and never show up to the partys you throw..because with the time i had.. i feel i made an effort (more than you ever made) to be your friend.

but seriously..