I find comfort in the darkest corners of my heart
down the path that in which love used to grow
darken throwns and night sky now covers
it beats to live and nothin more
no more the sun shine
no more the sounds of laugher in the air
just chains that hold my <3 hostage
raddling
in the brightest of times I cant seem
to rescue me
Pledding with my knowledge
I beg of thee to set me free.
For the one I pine lays under the stars
the same sky
for me he breaths and I can not answer why
He can see
underneath my troubled dreams, the darken heart,
there lies the light that once filled me
held by the thoughts that consume the vital organ
that beats in me, I can only dream.
But for now these chains shall hold me in their comfort
and I shall struggle no more
until the everlast of love lets my heart beat once more
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Justifying My Actions.
Well What can I say besides the fact that Im who I am. People dont know if anyone got the message that when I said I want to be a honest person, I meant it.
Yes I did tell her that you girls were planning on breaking into her apartment when she wasnt there. Because its illegal, weather your stuff is in there or not, try using a phone before taking drastic measures. And by me getting her schedule for you would make me an accessorie to your game. Think what You think, tell me that I started the drama, because in either way drama would have happened.
In the past months Im learning what a friend is....a real friend. People come and go I understand that. But I have meet people in the past few weeks that have been more of a friend to me then I feel you ever have. You call me your friend but never call me, having as a top friend on myspace means nothin to me. I will randomnly see when you hang out with tanya and come into my work. Thats it, really and you expect me to be there for you and help you with your "secert mission" No I dont think so.
Seee because the person your trying to hurt is a good friend to me and has always been there for me. She takes life and lives it, and talks to me. There for I will always have her back, always. Because in all honesty I feel that by you asking me you put ...tried...to put me in the middle of your battle, you didnt care abouut our friendship because I had something you wanted.
Thats what hurts. More then anything the fact that you propbably wont see that...not for a while and by then it may be to late to fix.
See because Im trying to live my life with making decisions that for the best, doesnt always happend but when I can I do. No matter How mad you get at me I dont have any regrets about what I did, when I go to sleep at nights I sleep soundly with a clean slate.
Would sent this to you but really....Im not gonna waste my time, if you see this youll know.....
Yes I did tell her that you girls were planning on breaking into her apartment when she wasnt there. Because its illegal, weather your stuff is in there or not, try using a phone before taking drastic measures. And by me getting her schedule for you would make me an accessorie to your game. Think what You think, tell me that I started the drama, because in either way drama would have happened.
In the past months Im learning what a friend is....a real friend. People come and go I understand that. But I have meet people in the past few weeks that have been more of a friend to me then I feel you ever have. You call me your friend but never call me, having as a top friend on myspace means nothin to me. I will randomnly see when you hang out with tanya and come into my work. Thats it, really and you expect me to be there for you and help you with your "secert mission" No I dont think so.
Seee because the person your trying to hurt is a good friend to me and has always been there for me. She takes life and lives it, and talks to me. There for I will always have her back, always. Because in all honesty I feel that by you asking me you put ...tried...to put me in the middle of your battle, you didnt care abouut our friendship because I had something you wanted.
Thats what hurts. More then anything the fact that you propbably wont see that...not for a while and by then it may be to late to fix.
See because Im trying to live my life with making decisions that for the best, doesnt always happend but when I can I do. No matter How mad you get at me I dont have any regrets about what I did, when I go to sleep at nights I sleep soundly with a clean slate.
Would sent this to you but really....Im not gonna waste my time, if you see this youll know.....
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