So.....I found out today that my father is pretty much right.....
DONT SWEAT THE SMALL SHIT!
yea It sucks admitting that my dad is right and his almighty know it all daughter is wrong. J ust kidding Im not a know it all.
But really there are miscommuncaitions in life and they are bound to happen not matter what we tend to think. Just because something irriates me doesnt mean that I have to go all postal plus what does it really accomplish anyway? Nothing...it equals me being mad and pissed off at my self for something really really dumb.
So thanks to one of my best pals Tanya....maybe I should take the higher road and deal with the cards that life gives me no matter what because although I can change my surrounds I can NOT change the peoples thoughts.
I have to learn to love people for who they are even if I dont like part of their personality!
On another note....inspiration hit me in the face today.
This girl at one of my tables was telling me that last year her resolution was to do somthing new every day of the year. all 365 days....one new thing. Even if it was something dumb like chasing an ice cream man...which she had never done before. It got me thinking....I should do something new everyday....forever. Why? because it can allow me to experence life in a whole new direction that I have never seen before.
I have to go to class now.
Peace for Now
-K
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Friday, January 11, 2008
2nd chances???
My new life, began over a year ago. I broke up with my x and my best friends at the time. All was done with good reason and in process of finding my self.
I left my best friends behind because they wouldnt supoort me and any of my decisions. I dont talk much about this issue because I just dont want to mostly. We had been friends since the 9th grade and people grow apart. I had issues with them making me choose between them and my X. I would tell them I have plans with my X on a certain day and then they would make plans on the same day. Then they would get pissed off, telling me Im a bad friend because I didnt change my plans. I got sick of that and never getting called to hang out and always got shit talked behind my back. Or my fave being forced into situtions I didnt want to be in. To this day I swear they are the ones that told my X that my pal benny had gone on a concert trip with us, even though I didnt know he was going to begin with!!! Finally after ending thing once with them and going back again. I was done!! Fuck that shit I quit!
So Life has been fucking great since with my new friends, Tanya, Pam, Diane, Crystal, Katrina, etc. I have had so much fun and lived like there was no tomorrow. But about a week ago, My past caught up to me. Aaron one of the gruesome twosome, called me up and was like omg I dont talk to angela any more and im really sorry about everthing.
Thats great....but im a softy and can seem to be a bitch when I need to be some times. so I forgave her, but here comes the fun part, she wants to be best of friends AGAIN! well there is no way we can be best friends again because thing are to far gone. friends?! im okay with that but she has been hit up my friends on my myspace and while her intentions arent bad ones, i hope. There is stilll trust issues with her and me.
so my question now is should i just forgive her and be done?? or just make friends with my past and see what happens??
I just want opinions!!
xoxo
-Me
I left my best friends behind because they wouldnt supoort me and any of my decisions. I dont talk much about this issue because I just dont want to mostly. We had been friends since the 9th grade and people grow apart. I had issues with them making me choose between them and my X. I would tell them I have plans with my X on a certain day and then they would make plans on the same day. Then they would get pissed off, telling me Im a bad friend because I didnt change my plans. I got sick of that and never getting called to hang out and always got shit talked behind my back. Or my fave being forced into situtions I didnt want to be in. To this day I swear they are the ones that told my X that my pal benny had gone on a concert trip with us, even though I didnt know he was going to begin with!!! Finally after ending thing once with them and going back again. I was done!! Fuck that shit I quit!
So Life has been fucking great since with my new friends, Tanya, Pam, Diane, Crystal, Katrina, etc. I have had so much fun and lived like there was no tomorrow. But about a week ago, My past caught up to me. Aaron one of the gruesome twosome, called me up and was like omg I dont talk to angela any more and im really sorry about everthing.
Thats great....but im a softy and can seem to be a bitch when I need to be some times. so I forgave her, but here comes the fun part, she wants to be best of friends AGAIN! well there is no way we can be best friends again because thing are to far gone. friends?! im okay with that but she has been hit up my friends on my myspace and while her intentions arent bad ones, i hope. There is stilll trust issues with her and me.
so my question now is should i just forgive her and be done?? or just make friends with my past and see what happens??
I just want opinions!!
xoxo
-Me
Monday, January 7, 2008
3:06 am
Here I am again, another sleepless night. Im a Night person, not that I choose to be this way but I am. For the last 3 years I have been working nights and it is because of this that am awake until at least 4 am no matter what I do. The only complaint I have is that I dont usually get up until about 1pm or 2pm. I feel that Im wasting my day and part of my life. Im young I guess it doesnt really matter. Yet in these few days in the new year I have found myself looking for change. And already I have began to turn my ways around, so maybe in time I will be posting something before noon!!
2008, it is going to be a good year for me. For starters Im going to be the big21 this year. Even though not many that Iam only 20. There is alot I want to accomplish this year. Alot. When many make resolutions to lose some wieght or eat healthlier. I have about 12 goals that I want to get done this year because that will set me up for sucess in the years to come. I dont think I will be content with my life unless I do something that will be in the history books. So Iam not waiting for history to come to me, I am going to it.
Its late and Im finally sleepy
peace and love
-Me
2008, it is going to be a good year for me. For starters Im going to be the big21 this year. Even though not many that Iam only 20. There is alot I want to accomplish this year. Alot. When many make resolutions to lose some wieght or eat healthlier. I have about 12 goals that I want to get done this year because that will set me up for sucess in the years to come. I dont think I will be content with my life unless I do something that will be in the history books. So Iam not waiting for history to come to me, I am going to it.
Its late and Im finally sleepy
peace and love
-Me
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