..........So many words, how do they form to find what I seek to say. Im not a screwup Im not, I have almost ever thing I want in life, but why am I stuck here?? Making the same mistakes ever time, over and over. My friends wonder why I dont sleep around because I do this and then it leaves me in a darker place.
Now I just feel sick. Worried Sick. Why? I really dont know. Honestly I want someone to just love me for who I am, someone to come home to and watch tv and just chill out togther. But note this Im not looking for it becasue it will happen one day and life will fall in place together like piecce of a jigsaw puzzle. Im just tried of thinking maybe....giving guys chances and getting screwed over because I think so naive...always this one maybe different....no....Im over mistakes....all though I found one connection I feel is utterly geniune Iam afrid that it may never get the chance to see the light of day. I hope that isnt true....maybe?(lol)
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Really? Are you talking about Travis? I think he's perfect for you now. It's ok Boo. Try not to over-think it. Be true to yourself and love will find you when you least expect it. Hang in there!
Yea Im over him...done closed chapter. thanks for the coffee Miss you and Monday lets all go out to dinner monday night....u,mike, and matt. :)Callmelaters
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