Tears and Chain

Here I sit again
Once more the darkness sinks its life draining teeth in to me
I cant stop it
because I dont know how
It hurts
I hate this feeling of pain in my heart
there is not reason for me to feel this
the chains are latching onto me faster and faster
tying me to wall muffling my screams
I go out at night and nothing ales my heart break
Friends laugh only allow me to pose a slight grin
I want to laugh to be happy and the only thing I can do
sit there and look mean
I dont know what it is that is getting to me.
I sure the answer is right in front of me...But im not allowing my self to look
for now
i sit and wait
for now
the darkness wins
for now
i rest again into the night

save me