Hi again,
.......Well I have been thinking......has I usually do. Here sits a girl at a tender age of 21 with everything she could ever want at her fingertips. I mean everything, no bounderies will hold her in. what path is it that she seeks and which looks to seek her. It is here were good and evil now sit beconing her more and more has days pass. Bright lights, money, and a nomadic lifestyle captures her fanasty more then ever. The Idea of being "someone" grabs her attention and throws her into aldrenline rush that capitivates anyone. Yet when her heart subsides she wants the grounded feeling of her past that she let go. Calling for her to submissive to the laws which bind her.
So, I saw the movie 21 last night and with little more then 38 days it only fuels my fire to walk on the wild side. Europe and costa rica are yelling so loudly that the most sound proof walls do not hold back there calls. Cards, friends, alcohol, and this "nomadic" lifestyle I cant shake. Yet since I have changed so much in years past im not sure I want to let go just yet. Then again Come to think of it I havent been one to stick around for a long time. I mean maybe it is because of the the things that I have been through but of course everone has been through shit. Betrail can cause many issues.
Speaking of betrail it seems to be the topic of disscussion lately on the terms of my friends, Now Tanya and I have been friends for about almost 2 years and still have yet to aruge, but in the case of the the backstabbers that we called friends really WTF mate?! Im still in shock that a certain person could hurt my best friend so. Why? I still believe that there was an alterer motive behind what was done on his part. He really upset me, and this girl who shall remain nameless, why are you so fake? you drive me mad and yet My kindered soul can not bear to shatter you. All in all this turmoil is buliding to a point. A point that I believe will have catosthropic repercussions. Lies upon lies upon lies buried the foundation we all started, the beginning that was never suppose to end. That is life and that Is the tangled web that is woven.
I welcome the new day.
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I understand Boo. Its an exciting time right now, full of wonderous possibilities. Don't sweat lies. If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken, twisted by others to p[rove themselves fools; then you can stand above the hipocracy and not let it consume you. The universe has a way to make all things right again. She just needs a lil time. BTW, you know how I told you I won that 2 night stay? Well, one of the locations we could choose from...is CANCUN, MEXICO...
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