UnKnowning Tomorrow

Hi.....I find my self slipping.
Not sure what is next around the corner.
Im getting itching with life....like Im wrapped in a wool sweater on a hot day. I love my life...I do
but really I want andventure. My best friend want me to get my passport, and It sounds like a good idea to be honest. I want out! Or Maybe it is because of the book Im reading, Into the Wild. It is the story about Chris McCandless and his adventure in traveling that ultimately cause his demise, I dont think he cared that the one thing he loved costed him everything. I dont know...maybe it is just something I dont understand. I find my self looking deeper in my mind these days, and Im trying to figure out who is it that I want to be. Life no one can tell me the meaning so there for I figure I'll make my own. Let water come...........Waves come one by one.......
Im sitting here quietly on the inside.
On my chair in the empty room.
waiting, for the next chapter in my life to begin.
Until that moment of paint spatters againist the canvas of life and I burst into the freefall Im looking for. When the lighten in my dream crashes into reality and I find myself complete and whole once more.
That dream now haunts my mind at night with curioused. I want to know it's meaning but I think it is one of thoses things that are left to be discovered has time drifts on. It is something that I must discover for my self and search for. I think that dream with the lightening and that one person and the barking dog and the people that surround me are telling something to look for if I just open my eyes. I cant sleep....so much flows through my mind @ night.

Lighten Crashes............

thee angel closes her eyes, the confusion that was hers now belong to the baby down the hall......

Life goes by way to fast, its too short to be angry, or live so unhappy.
there are things that I wish I had done so far in my life but I dont regret anything In my life cause you can never go back. And if you ask me right now if im happy ......Im on top of the world and I feel like nothing can every bring me down.
Even with my itchy travelness and wanting to find what I dont know....Im still pretty happy all in all. lol the only thing getting me right now is finding what music to play right now, nothing ease me to sleep. lol why can I never sleep.

Peace Love Life
Kerrie