Across the Universe came out today....and I had to get it. Nothing has moved me more then these songs. While I find the movie to be a great artistic vision, the music is what speaks to me. More now then ever I have felt like breaking the chains of society and escaping. Iam not a hamster, Life is not a wheel. I want to know what it would be like to live where people accept people and help one another. The right thing to do......what in the hell is the right thing to do? you grow up, graduate, go to college, get a degree, marriage, kids, death. What esle is there???? I want to live and see. See the world around me. Sunny skys. Blue water. Green trees. Life is adventure and I dont know if I want to stay here in Califorina anymore. Ive grown up here, but since that is all I know.........In may more doors will open for me. It will be the last obstacle for me. And Now has well....I find that Im missing love. That one person you wake up and knowing that they exist makes the world much brighter. I dont know. I have been the one holding myself back from everything really. But I know when I meet someone, if it gonna go somewhere or not. When I first saw him, I was driving and I said he is probably going to his girls house, he'd never give me a second glance. But has fate would have it....he some how worked at the place I got hired and we ended up together.....for two years. It was werid how it all came together.....strange in deed. So I guess when I get that feeling again, all know....it will be something on somelevel. so we'll have to wait and see.....
fuck
prefection is miserble
let go
dream
stars and skys
until tomorrows end
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I know what you mean hun. I've been feeling lonely lately. I've been wanting to grow up and get on with my life. New career, house, family, the works. Its long over do for me I think. We'll get there...I hope sooner than later
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