My new life, began over a year ago. I broke up with my x and my best friends at the time. All was done with good reason and in process of finding my self.
I left my best friends behind because they wouldnt supoort me and any of my decisions. I dont talk much about this issue because I just dont want to mostly. We had been friends since the 9th grade and people grow apart. I had issues with them making me choose between them and my X. I would tell them I have plans with my X on a certain day and then they would make plans on the same day. Then they would get pissed off, telling me Im a bad friend because I didnt change my plans. I got sick of that and never getting called to hang out and always got shit talked behind my back. Or my fave being forced into situtions I didnt want to be in. To this day I swear they are the ones that told my X that my pal benny had gone on a concert trip with us, even though I didnt know he was going to begin with!!! Finally after ending thing once with them and going back again. I was done!! Fuck that shit I quit!
So Life has been fucking great since with my new friends, Tanya, Pam, Diane, Crystal, Katrina, etc. I have had so much fun and lived like there was no tomorrow. But about a week ago, My past caught up to me. Aaron one of the gruesome twosome, called me up and was like omg I dont talk to angela any more and im really sorry about everthing.
Thats great....but im a softy and can seem to be a bitch when I need to be some times. so I forgave her, but here comes the fun part, she wants to be best of friends AGAIN! well there is no way we can be best friends again because thing are to far gone. friends?! im okay with that but she has been hit up my friends on my myspace and while her intentions arent bad ones, i hope. There is stilll trust issues with her and me.
so my question now is should i just forgive her and be done?? or just make friends with my past and see what happens??
I just want opinions!!
xoxo
-Me
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Awe it sucks to say, but sometimes you have to forgive and just forget. I've had my share of breaking up with best friends who screwed me over. And I did Hang out with May for a while after. But, it was never the same. So even though I've forgiven her, I have to forget about her now. Sometimes its best to keep the past the past. But it's totally up to you. Whatever you feel in your heart for her. No one will judge you for befriending an old friend.
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